A catastrophe, from life and emotional sudden catastrophe, wash my whole body and mind, just a few days, I was going to die, as if the same window, gray days, the house,lights.
A fire burned mercilessly throughout the home, the flames spread to the house from the hospital,flames from the first floor on the second floor, wooden doors, wooden furniture, wooden floors, wooden staircase, in the flame burning mottled legs done in primary colors,When firefighters finally put out the fiery red of the flame Miller, black, black, thin bone scales martyrdom as the door quietly on the queue. So I stood not far from looking at all this, no tears, no deplores, it seems that the whole incident had nothing to do with me, in fact, the fire swept through really really is my home, but I do not know why they had nothing to do with the sad.
Husband loves me, as if the pain of a baby, the kind of meticulous care the kind of language I can not describe, No matter where her husband, I felt he was my love, and love for me is a distant thing, I can not find a husband who love the feeling, but I do not live together with him , but also for his children, also known as someone else to become his wife, his wife. I was a despicable woman bar, the base seems to be only my own so that he, the reality would not have been the “despicable” word with me stained edge.
I live in the superiority of
costume jewelry, this is currently not possible to change the established facts.
Husband, he did not know that I love, despite their efforts to do anything, 6 years later, in my husband and I are not together to make a point on the sparks of love. He disappointed, feeling that he or she thoroughly defeated its own, he began, he abandoned the cause of the sun at high noon, he said: a woman does not love his own, I am so desperate to earn money to do what is the use? He did not visit a prostitute is not gambling, the only free time is with his son, Witnessed him gradually sinking, I do not have the slightest guilt, I have proposed breaking up, nothing can be said of the reasons, because of parental pressure, forced 5-year-old son, I give up this program is not mature, but I like walking corpses still alive, I do not have a soul, less Xu thinking.
Birthday, I have received no less than ten bundles of flowers, as rubbish as I remain indifferent to these different flowers are from my appreciation of his said, I do not know why others like the appreciation,Originated from the pillow on my own or have the value of the husband, I am not sure, but also did not go to the trouble to think about it, these are nothing to do with me, send love is their business, I do not have happy nor sad.
When the husband finally said to give up my time, and he sat in a room for me to see a clear from his handsome face blink ran down, all of a sudden and I would like to reach out for him, wiped tears that trickle, not tears belonging to a man, I thought it was a move not move,Her husband went on, and I only saw his tears falling initially, there is the sentence he said that he would like to understand, he wanted to give me also gave ourselves a chance.
My thoughts in roaming, thought of the book written by one sentence: If there were no truly loved life equivalent. Sound in the saxophone was glad I was there can be, there are, against the sofa floor lamp Kok. Son fell asleep, somehow, there is the feeling like to laugh, not easy nor is it heavy, but their laughter themselves, so many years of indifference to her husband’s that drop tears ,Indifference is to give each other the opportunity of a clean slate? I was crying, like to laugh at the time, my eyes are wet outflow of
wholesale jewelry.
The fire was an accident, I have repeatedly stated does not pursue the matter of criminal arson, public security or set up a special group to become the fire accident. As they go, for the fire damage to property, I am even more, insurance companies have come, should I claim, voted security naturally has a right to claim, my answer so that the staff of the insurance company was surprised , I just said something lightly:your own.
I know how a woman in a bar inadvertent ridiculously? What is even more ridiculous or my thoughts. I know the idea of it? Fortunately, I not only from the fire came, I thought this could be nothing like last night, her husband said: clean slate, not nothing, how clean slate? In fact, let alone a fire, it is also impossible to fire several Let me nothing, I have a son in person, there is no lifting of the marriage, as well as parents, as well as clan brothers and sisters.
Fire that night, Akiko has just arrived back from his trip, gave me a telephone, 10 minutes time, I stood before Akiko, as always, brilliant. You’ll be tempted to seed the original impulse to the body, kiss my ear, kissed my neck, and kissed my cheek, kissed my lips ….. when Akiko into my body, I bite the seed of the shoulder, Akiko screamed a cry, I do not know is still excited about the pain, through lighting, clear that the two lines of teeth marks on the shoulders of the seed and India very deep deep Lai in Cassiae arms, Akiko asked me how to live these days,I told him if nothing had happened to her husband agreed and I broke up, the also mentioned casually that what I have been a baptism of fire thing, Akiko surprised,my shoulder, down to stare at me, half-day could not utter a word, he is surprised at the indifference of my face, I thought.
“I have to go.” When I set out to at the time of glory at the entrance to say goodbye to the seed, the seed is also a half-naked body on the bed, then sat staring at me, just open the door of the “I want you, I want you to have nothing of. “Akiko on this said, did not watch the seed, I left.
A time to a particular moment a man on a woman’s words are credible, but love how long shelf life? Akiko said that the phrase, I believe he was sincere, but, how can you allow these words into reality? It is not possible.
Akiko is a city-level leading cadres, young, married with one child; I, a business woman, aged 30, married with one child, not to mention other, these two words enough to live in reality people know that I live together and seed is unlikely to matter. Two lines that remain in the teeth marks on the shoulders Cassiae Even a memorial to my
handmade jewelry it.
Missed not at fault, it can cause life-long regret.
The next day and her husband to the Civil Affairs Bureau, he drove his own car, I walk the line, the same time we entered a door signatures shaking hands, then her husband also agreed to a moment Buffeting look, as if by prior agreement that he and I have played with each other across the face.
Ten even heart my heart is beating with the right? Or written words, the husband is holding up the pieces, he said: he heard the voice of my heart.
How dramatic, that is the stage of life, we are stage actors, This is not false.
The marriage my husband and I did not disarm, but received a message, a husband with another woman, For others it is not news,A value of Merry Tang Ti businessmen not talk there is a woman, eight, ten, and what relationship? Just a normal social phenomenon. Can not help, I still feel the body trembling a bit.
So I live in her husband bought a new building, lying in bed, looking out the window gray days, to see the light yellow house.
