Thursday, January 29, 2009

Her husband did not say “love me”

Since the awareness Keming until after marriage, there has been apricots regret. Would like to make up for such costs do not regret how much effort, can the regret has to remain in the hearts of apricots, “has never been to listen to him once told me that ‘I love you’.” If we raised this issue, or should, he said, then he might say. But apricots know, want to come to the “I love you” with his own initiative, said “I love you”,The quality and feel is essentially different, so would rather regret, she is also no mention of this matter. And so have children, life gradually attributed calm, this will be some regret faded. However at this time, there were one thing, almost completely broken the psychological balance apricots, she found her husband of another girl said “I love you.”
“In fact, the combination and Keming, I was under great pressure, family members are opposed to between me and him, the reason is clear, his legs are disabled.” However, it was decided apricots and his contacts, because Keming say touched her: “Men to support the family, is only right and proper.” Besides his, do not look at it very difficult to Cheap Gucci .
She likes Keming, but also because he is a wise man, what things will look. He relied on a menu, self-taught study cooking, experts said that his craft has reached at least level 3 cooks. Home appliances go wrong, he take a screwdriver here, where shilly soon we will be able to swap troubleshooting. Later, he also conducted a study on, small test cutting edge, made a return, but do not have the investment capital. There is such a smart husband, although he never said “I love you”, apricots do not think he quite lovely.
Apricots studied carefully, Keming not love her, reason may lie in its own lovely place not prominent. She is a very strong self-reliant people, we determined to do a few things so that Keming impressive. Thus, apricots into three-year-old daughter to look after her mother, a single person came to Shenzhen, introduced by the fellow, in a hotel when a room attendant. She would like to, also in the hotel restaurant on a part-time workers to do the dishes. Her diligent and good restaurant manager moved, in order to allow them to join their spouses, let Keming come to Shenzhen to the hotel restaurant chef.

Let apricots did not expect that in a new environment, some people will not stand the impact of certain environmental factors and the temptation, from concept to conduct a series of changes will occur and become simply.
James is one such person.
To Shenzhen shortly Keming put forward such a view: “This year, efforts to do if you rely on the thought of life on other people do not like the good old days.” He further extended: “a good life requires a lot of money . We should know that money has never been earned out, but by the stroke. “
Keming, the “go”, is to buy.
He has spent more than 2000 yuan money, has made return of nearly 3 million. He felt his own theory has been verified. He said that so important to concentrate on investment, can not let the small red hands and feet tripping, he believed that workers in the hotel is cumbersome trivial. On-hand money, he put the work of the hotel to the resigned.
Keming Another change occurred in men and women above issues.
Signs appear in Keming resign ago. Apricots one day of Gucci Wallets , go to a restaurant, a small private room when passing, just to see Keming and restaurant cashier meters abuse to come out together. For meters abuse, apricots have always been a good impression on the little, mainly because I do not think the 18-year-old girl too much talent, with a total love with your eyes and those guests exchange. Also, that she and Keming table eating lunch,M children to一Keming cup of tea, but she. Now look at them together, apricots on bluntly asked: “Are you in there to do?” “Something.” “How such a clever ah, you will also have a private room in this at all?” She can not help a suspicion.
Soon, apricots confirmed their suspicions are not groundless. 
That was in Keming resign the day after, she got home from work just to open the door, I heard inside Keming speak, from the tone of the word, apricots Keming know who is in and the phone, the idea of flash, it sounds at the door . Keming voice sometimes big, sometimes small, but there is a word she heard loud and clear, he said “… … I am, of course you love you!” Heard here, the head apricots “boom” of the ring for a cry, almost no control to live their own. Night, taking advantage of Keming attention, she looked at his cell phone and found each other using a hotel restaurant cashier that phone. Apricots and asked him if he is not in love with a meter, and he answer is “not that Absurdum them.”
Experienced people know that the betting market has never Changsheng General. Also strange to say. Since resign after Keming buy luck on a sharp turn for the worse. A fellow said to him: changing hands, such as the Brothers, it is better to first lay down their , “diverted” playing mahjong. Just end when James first won a few thousand dollars of money, so addicted to, and so can not really pull the foot, he began to lose much less win. Less than three months, home to thousands of dollars lost money so that he finished. Now, Keming not go out to find a job, the whole day at home idle, the only interest is to study the, he often said, such as the hands of money, saw an opportunity, a few Dabo. He minced no words of apricots, said: “With a lot of money, two of us might have split up, but I do not ill-treated you.” Apricots asked: “When the time comes, you are not going to marry children meters. Her age, that give you When the daughter-in-law also almost nephew. “Keming not obscure:” children and rice together, I have the passion and inspiration, which is what you better than her place. But I certainly would not marry her. As the girls, friends also visit a long time so my wife can not be sure. “
Apricots say that they really wronged:her husband on their own, he not only did not appreciate, but also want to break up the future to find someone else. Instead wait until then, why not now separate them as early as possible? May really want to leave once Keming, she discovered that he is so difficult to cut. She would also like to not understand how: “I have never done anything I’m sorry he’s done it, why did he have to leave me? Do not know what approach to allow his heart to recover?”
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A woman can not find love

A catastrophe, from life and emotional sudden catastrophe, wash my whole body and mind, just a few days, I was going to die, as if the same window, gray days, the house,lights.
     A fire burned mercilessly throughout the home, the flames spread to the house from the hospital,flames from the first floor on the second floor, wooden doors, wooden furniture, wooden floors, wooden staircase, in the flame burning mottled legs done in primary colors,When firefighters finally put out the fiery red of the flame Miller, black, black, thin bone scales martyrdom as the door quietly on the queue. So I stood not far from looking at all this, no tears, no deplores, it seems that the whole incident had nothing to do with me, in fact, the fire swept through really really is my home, but I do not know why they had nothing to do with the sad.
     Husband loves me, as if the pain of a baby, the kind of meticulous care the kind of language I can not describe, No matter where her husband, I felt he was my love, and love for me is a distant thing, I can not find a husband who love the feeling, but I do not live together with him , but also for his children, also known as someone else to become his wife, his wife. I was a despicable woman bar, the base seems to be only my own so that he, the reality would not have been the “despicable” word with me stained edge.
I live in the superiority of costume jewelry, this is currently not possible to change the established facts.
     Husband, he did not know that I love, despite their efforts to do anything, 6 years later, in my husband and I are not together to make a point on the sparks of love. He disappointed, feeling that he or she thoroughly defeated its own, he began, he abandoned the cause of the sun at high noon, he said: a woman does not love his own, I am so desperate to earn money to do what is the use? He did not visit a prostitute is not gambling, the only free time is with his son, Witnessed him gradually sinking, I do not have the slightest guilt, I have proposed breaking up, nothing can be said of the reasons, because of parental pressure, forced 5-year-old son, I give up this program is not mature, but I like walking corpses still alive, I do not have a soul, less Xu thinking. 
     Birthday, I have received no less than ten bundles of flowers, as rubbish as I remain indifferent to these different flowers are from my appreciation of his said, I do not know why others like the appreciation,Originated from the pillow on my own or have the value of the husband, I am not sure, but also did not go to the trouble to think about it, these are nothing to do with me, send love is their business, I do not have happy nor sad.
     When the husband finally said to give up my time, and he sat in a room for me to see a clear from his handsome face blink ran down, all of a sudden and I would like to reach out for him, wiped tears that trickle, not tears belonging to a man, I thought it was a move not move,Her husband went on, and I only saw his tears falling initially, there is the sentence he said that he would like to understand, he wanted to give me also gave ourselves a chance.
     My thoughts in roaming, thought of the book written by one sentence: If there were no truly loved life equivalent. Sound in the saxophone was glad I was there can be, there are, against the sofa floor lamp Kok. Son fell asleep, somehow, there is the feeling like to laugh, not easy nor is it heavy, but their laughter themselves, so many years of indifference to her husband’s that drop tears ,Indifference is to give each other the opportunity of a clean slate? I was crying, like to laugh at the time, my eyes are wet outflow of wholesale jewelry.
     The fire was an accident, I have repeatedly stated does not pursue the matter of criminal arson, public security or set up a special group to become the fire accident. As they go, for the fire damage to property, I am even more, insurance companies have come, should I claim, voted security naturally has a right to claim, my answer so that the staff of the insurance company was surprised , I just said something lightly:your own.
     I know how a woman in a bar inadvertent ridiculously? What is even more ridiculous or my thoughts. I know the idea of it? Fortunately, I not only from the fire came, I thought this could be nothing like last night, her husband said: clean slate, not nothing, how clean slate? In fact, let alone a fire, it is also impossible to fire several Let me nothing, I have a son in person, there is no lifting of the marriage, as well as parents, as well as clan brothers and sisters.
Fire that night, Akiko has just arrived back from his trip, gave me a telephone, 10 minutes time, I stood before Akiko, as always, brilliant. You’ll be tempted to seed the original impulse to the body, kiss my ear, kissed my neck, and kissed my cheek, kissed my lips ….. when Akiko into my body, I bite the seed of the shoulder, Akiko screamed a cry, I do not know is still excited about the pain, through lighting, clear that the two lines of teeth marks on the shoulders of the seed and India very deep deep Lai in Cassiae arms, Akiko asked me how to live these days,I told him if nothing had happened to her husband agreed and I broke up, the also mentioned casually that what I have been a baptism of fire thing, Akiko surprised,my shoulder, down to stare at me, half-day could not utter a word, he is surprised at the indifference of my face, I thought.
      “I have to go.” When I set out to at the time of glory at the entrance to say goodbye to the seed, the seed is also a half-naked body on the bed, then sat staring at me, just open the door of the “I want you, I want you to have nothing of. “Akiko on this said, did not watch the seed, I left.
A time to a particular moment a man on a woman’s words are credible, but love how long shelf life? Akiko said that the phrase, I believe he was sincere, but, how can you allow these words into reality? It is not possible.
     Akiko is a city-level leading cadres, young, married with one child; I, a business woman, aged 30, married with one child, not to mention other, these two words enough to live in reality people know that I live together and seed is unlikely to matter. Two lines that remain in the teeth marks on the shoulders Cassiae Even a memorial to my handmade jewelry it.
Missed not at fault, it can cause life-long regret.  
     The next day and her husband to the Civil Affairs Bureau, he drove his own car, I walk the line, the same time we entered a door signatures shaking hands, then her husband also agreed to a moment Buffeting look, as if by prior agreement that he and I have played with each other across the face.
Ten even heart my heart is beating with the right? Or written words, the husband is holding up the pieces, he said: he heard the voice of my heart.
     How dramatic, that is the stage of life, we are stage actors, This is not false.
     The marriage my husband and I did not disarm, but received a message, a husband with another woman, For others it is not news,A value of Merry Tang Ti businessmen not talk there is a woman, eight, ten, and what relationship? Just a normal social phenomenon. Can not help, I still feel the body trembling a bit.
     So I live in her husband bought a new building, lying in bed, looking out the window gray days, to see the light yellow house.
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